Going off the road here, but lately, its seems as if time was standing still, nothing progressed, and nothing changed. With that said, recently while some unspeakable events (I got sick) took place, I was told a few very inspirational words by a very kind fellow. Those words stuck in my head like peanut butter on the roof of a dogs mouth (cheesy clichéd line but, it works). I wont say what those words were (just so it drives curious people crazy) but they festered until I could figure out exactly what they meant, for me.
I believe what I had was a bit of a self revelation when I finally figured it out recently (call me a nuts, or say Im Coo-Coo for Co-Co Puffs but); its time for a change.
What those changes are, will be slowly revealed.
(Dont worry its not going to be something catastrophically horrible, illegal or clinically insane)